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Taking pictures of my insides

I had my CT and MRI scans yesterday. The experience was not as stressful as I thought it would be, and Peter came with me just so I didn't feel anxious about travelling and finding the correct place to be. The CT scan was straight forward, in and out in 5 minutes or less but the MRI was another experience entirely. I had one when I was a child, or maybe I had a few as I was born with hydracephalus which required a pair of shunts to remove the excess fluid from my brain. I was nervous as I was irrationally convinced that the internal structure might have been left which, being metal, would have been unhelpful inside a large, noisy magnet. I was fine up to the point I had the head brace put over my face, but as I slid inside I was suddenly overcome by panic. It was the fact the top of the scanner was so low over me and the speed at which I was put inside so I squealed and whimpered pathetically and asked to be let out. The technician reassured me that any shunts would be programmab...

More steps

Scans next Wednesday. Starting to feel very real. Was expecting the process to take almost a year but doesn't seem like that now.