I have a brightly coloured shell.

I’ve been sinking for a long time and the mud is up to my ears(in them) and I’m (fingers crossed) gonna be pulled out the mud and hosed down. It might take a year or two but nothing, nothing is a bad as being so separated from everything and everybody, everyday. I am a hermit but not of my own making. I have a brightly coloured shell.

Taken from: http://cyborginafield.wordpress.com/2010/04/07/hello-world/?blogsub=confirming#subscribe-blog

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